Time and Regret - Chapter 4: Autumn Shadows

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Autumn arrived at Yamato High School, painting the trees in shades of red and gold. The air was cool, and the school courtyard was covered with fallen leaves that crunched under Hiroshi Nakamura’s shoes. The first term had flown by, and now, in October, the school was alive with preparations for the cultural festival. Hiroshi felt more comfortable in Class 1-A, surrounded by his friends Kenji, Aiko, and Yumi. But one thing hadn’t changed: his quiet longing for Emi, the girl from the literature club, and his fear of doing anything about it.

Hiroshi’s days were busy. The art club was working on a new project—a giant canvas for the festival, showing scenes from famous books. Hiroshi loved the idea, and he spent afternoons sketching characters and landscapes. One day, Sana, the club leader, suggested they collaborate with the literature club. “They can pick the stories, and we’ll bring them to life,” she said. Hiroshi’s heart skipped. That meant working with Emi.

The first meeting was in the library. Hiroshi arrived early, his sketchbook under his arm. Emi was already there, sitting at a table with a pile of books. Her dark hair was tied back, and she was writing notes, her pen moving quickly. When she saw Hiroshi, she smiled. “Hey, you’re on the art team, right? This is going to be fun.” “Yeah,” Hiroshi said, his voice barely above a whisper. He sat across from her, trying to focus. “What books are we doing?” Emi’s eyes lit up. “We’re thinking The Tale of Genji for one, and maybe a modern mystery. What do you think?” Hiroshi nodded. “I like mysteries. And… I can draw old Japanese scenes for Genji.” He showed her a rough sketch of a cherry blossom garden. Emi leaned closer, her expression bright. “That’s amazing, Hiroshi! It’s exactly how I imagined it.” Her praise made his face warm, and he mumbled a thank you.

Over the next few weeks, Hiroshi and Emi worked together more. They met in the library to discuss ideas, and sometimes they stayed late, talking about books or the festival. Emi was easy to talk to—she listened carefully and laughed at Hiroshi’s shy jokes. Once, when he dropped his pencil, she picked it up and handed it to him, her fingers brushing his. Hiroshi’s heart raced, but he didn’t know what to say. He wanted to ask her to hang out, maybe get ice cream or walk through the park, but the words stayed stuck in his throat.

His friends noticed his mood. At lunch one day, Kenji nudged him. “You’re always daydreaming, man. Thinking about someone?” He grinned, and Yumi giggled. “Leave him alone,” Aiko said, but she gave Hiroshi a knowing look. “Just… don’t wait too long, okay?” Hiroshi knew what she meant, but courage was hard to find. What if Emi didn’t like him that way? What if he ruined their friendship? He saw Rika sometimes, too, in the art club. She was still friendly, but there was a distance since her confession. Hiroshi felt guilty, wondering if he’d hurt her more than he realized.

One crisp afternoon, the literature and art clubs set up a booth for the cultural festival. Emi and Hiroshi were assigned to decorate it together. They hung paper lanterns and taped up quotes from books. As they worked, Emi hummed a soft tune, and Hiroshi found himself smiling. “Do you always hum when you work?” he asked, surprising himself. Emi laughed, a little embarrassed. “Oh, did I? It’s a habit. My mom says I’ve done it since I was a kid.” “It’s nice,” Hiroshi said, then quickly looked away, his cheeks red. Emi smiled but didn’t say anything, and they kept working in comfortable silence.

The festival day was bright and busy. Students and families filled the courtyard, visiting booths and watching performances. Hiroshi’s canvas was displayed, and people stopped to admire it. Emi found him during a quiet moment. “Everyone loves your art,” she said. “You’re really talented.” “Thanks,” Hiroshi said, his voice soft. “Your club’s booth is great too. The book display… it’s like a story come to life.” Emi’s smile widened. “We make a good team, don’t we?” Hiroshi’s heart pounded. This was his chance. He could ask her to walk around the festival together, just the two of them. But his mind raced with doubts. What if she said no? What if she only saw him as a friend? Before he could speak, a group of her friends called her over, and she waved goodbye. The moment was gone.

That night, Hiroshi walked home alone, the autumn breeze cool against his skin. The festival lights still glowed in his memory, but so did his hesitation. He liked Emi—more than he’d ever liked anyone. Her kindness, her passion for stories, the way she made him feel seen. But every time he thought of telling her, fear stopped him. What if he wasn’t good enough? What if he lost the small connection they had? At home, he sat at his desk, sketching a scene from the festival—Emi standing by the booth, her smile bright. He wanted to be braver, to take a step forward. But for now, all he could do was draw, pouring his feelings into lines and colors, hoping autumn would bring him closer to her, even if he wasn’t ready yet.